First daily blog in centuries !

Kicked off, by passing the ball to Zhenqiang (the tupid guy from MOE yr 1 NAFA teaching) going to Mr Yap "lecture" tutorial. Mr Yap juz came back from reservist and his face looked stern and i guessed he was be suffering from reservist syntom, but i though reservist is supposed to be lame and slack, maybe mr Yap is in an active unit and kunna Reacon 1 !??! hahah !?? ask him whether can we transfer someone from other groups to our grp, cos xuemin and ! maybe, then he go thru the exam format with us in class and 1 hour was soon up and class was dismissed.

Went to the studio 06-20 for a harmony game discussion with Amy, Jwen, Charmaine and Dora. had very funny and tupid ideas about the game. Introducted a lot of ideas into a simple game.

Then went to celebrate Charmaine birthday at Pepper lunch at Taka! CHarmaine aka the rich taitai aka silly girl aka (too many nicks to call her) treated us. then had to left halfway cos got PS .

Now the real story begins, met Ivan on the way and he was complaining how come i took ataxi and he took a bus to ms lim house. Once i reach there, the utimatnium begins. I begin by warming up the scales and then ms lim walys spend the entire 1 hour correcting my Beethoven Op.10 No. 1 SOnata in C minor. Today really minor modal, then ms lim begun to say that my piano playing is not up to standard and she ask me to drop piano as a major and go to tuba instead. Very demoralised, i koe that i lousy in playing, but it is so bad that i cannot play piano anymore in NAFA. Yes i screwed in a lot fo places b4.. PSLE, A levels, Grade 8 piano pratical, Relationships, Piano performance, world music compeititon (holland) , SYF 2001 SRJC and even SAF Band time .......... basically my life is full of mistakes. but what shd i do, really drop piano and concertrate tuba or give up everything about band and learn only the piano in order to play among the stars in NAFA. I dun apsire to be a very good pianist but i would like to be a decent one. an ATCL would be suffice for me for my NAFA years and maybe if i can, i try for LTCL.

Moodly blog

Still got moulmein to take care, nie and marist to play in test next week !! surivial of the fittest !!! hahah !?!?1